back from paradise

Just got back from our 3 day vacation to Bataan...I DON'T WANNA GO BACK TO WORK...I wanted to stay in Bataan so badly...I wanna wake up to morning swims on the beach, boat rides to deserted islands and just doing nothing *sighs* but I I guess I have to go back to the real world:( (why do I have to??? my dream world was just perfect for me...hehe!)

Man I'm sooooooooooo dark...haha! This is one thing I always regret about staying too long under the sun...haha...I love getting tan lines but getting a shiny, dark face is an entirely different story..haha...when beautiful people get a tan it looks good on them...for me...well let's just say it doesn't look good on me:(

Somebody asked me as to why I haven't been writing anything about D...well there's nothing to write about him...he's dead...hehe...kidding! Well it seems like he is...I know he's not dead but he sure is acting like he is...whatever! Guess I'm starting to get really tired of hoping and waiting...*sighs*

This really isn't a good sign...it's been a long time since I last had a crush...I don't easily get crushes...I guess I find getting crushes pointless right now...with me nothing ever comes out of getting crushes...I just end up outgrowing them or getting hurt (naks...ang drama!)...well like I said this really isn't a good sign...I'm a potential OS (Old Spice : a term my friends and I coined to refer to a spinster)...haha!