under the influence (of paracetamol and antibiotics)

Should be sleeping now. been sick for three days now. ditched work for the past two days which means i've lost 2 days pay:( i have terrible colds...i wanna chop my head off...feeling all melodramatic...it's probably the meds kicking in.

I know Him by Heart

There's a secret path I follow

to a place no one can find

where I meet my perfect someone

I've kept hidden in my mind

where my heart makes my decisions

'til my dream becomes a vision

where the love I feel

makes him real someday

Cause I know he's out there somewhere

just beyond my reach

though I've never really touch him

or ever heard him speak

though we've never been together

we've never been been apart

no we've never met

haven't found him yet

but I know him by heart

Am I living an illusion

wanting something I can't see

if I compromise I'd be living lies

pretending love's not meant to be

'cause i know my heart's worth saving

and i know that he'll be waiting

so i'll hold on and i'll stay strong 'til then

'cause I know he's out there somewhere

just beyond my reach

though i've never really touched him

or ever heard him speak

though we've never been together

we've never been apart

no we've never met

haven't found him yet

but i know him by heart.