Sour Graping (NOT!!!)

I smell like bagoong...hehe...I was craving for ice cream but since I've been working my b**t off to lose weight I opted to eat green mangoes and bagoong (I know...HOW PRETENTIOUS!!! hehe!! well I think bagoong contains lots of calories but it's not like I consumed a bottle of bagoong or something...hehe!). It just gets frustrating 'cause I have been working out at least four hours a week for the past two months but each time I weigh in it seems like I'm not losing any weight (I think fitness first is messing with the weighing scale so that all their clients would go on thinking they need to lose more weight so they end up spending more and more money enrolling every month...hehe...good strategy!) Guess I'm gonna have to work a little harder:( Now I feel sad...may have to give in to my craving for ice cream...hehe!(nah!)

Last night I swore I'd write about this but I totally forgot. Last night after work I went to the car wash. I left my car in the car wash place and walked to the convenience store near the place to eat something 'cause I haven't had lunch (that was around 6:30 PM) I bought myself a slice of mango cake and diet coke. While I was eating my cake a couple entered the store to buy coffee...I almost threw up when they started being really affectionate with one another...it was horrible...there I was eating my cake while they were kissing and snuggling as they waied for their coffee...the girl was even making some kind of a sexy dance for his boyfriend...I couldn't take it...they were DISGUSTING!!! The girl was I think younger than me and they were even talking about how her mom would freak out once she sees them "PDAing" I wanted to pull her by her long silky faux light brown hair and drag her out of the shop and bring some sense into her puny brain...man have some self respect! What made it worse is that the girl was the one initiating the PDA...she was all over her not so good looking boyfriend (i'd only do that if I have Brad Pitt for a boyfriend!) I know I sound like a sour graping boyfriend-less girl...but I'M NOT...I swear I'M NOT and IF...that is IF I start acting like that WHEN I finally get a boyfriend will somebody please pull me by my long silk faux light brown hair, drag me out of the room and bring some sense into my puny brain!!!