love and traffic

I wanted to vent about my frustration but I realized that the person I'm gonna be venting about doesn't deserve a precious space on my brilliant blog...haha! (taray?)

I'm just gonna write about my day. I spent three hours on the road early this morning. Traffic was horrible. I needed to leave home early 'cause I had to deliver the goods to our hotdog stands. I woke up at 9:30 with a terrible headache ( i lack sleep thanks to my younger sis, cousins and this mysterious British guy who kept me awake chatting on YM last night...hehe!)...left home at 10...reached my first destination(hotdog stand #1) after an hour and a half of driving...and drove for another hour and a half to get to my second destination(hotdog stand #2). After I dropped off all the goods mom and dad picked me up for lunch. I had a really good lunch (sirloin swirloin and creme brulee...yummy!) then dad drove me to the office. When I got to the office I found my helpless boss clueless about what to do 'cause one of the teachers would be absent...I sorted things out...distributed the students to other teachers and ordered him to call those students will not be able to get a class...haha... I feel so fulfilled...I've accomplished so much in half a day...hurray to me...haha!

Traffic was hell this morning. I was cursing all the drivers on the street...haha! Some drivers can really be rude and mean. I dream of having my own personal driver so I won't have to deal with the hellish traffic condition in this country...I need a boyfriend with wheels...hehe!

Spoke with younger sis last night...we talked about the latest development in her love life. She sounded really happy which is good but it felt kinda weird for me...haha...I really don't know what but I always feel weird whenever somebody close to me gets a boyfriend or a girlfriend and they tell me about how they feel and how wonderful it is...I don't know...I may be sour graping but I really don't think so. Something changes...it's like I've always had this way of seeing them but things change when they get into a romantic relationship...it's like they grow up...haha...that sounds stupid...hehe! They stop being selfish and start caring about another person's welfare...they start having all these future plans of settling down...having kids...retirement(hehe)...it's like all of a sudden they know exactly where they want/have to go...while loveless and clueless beings like me continue feeling their way in the dark...hehe! I don't mean to sound like I'm sour graping...it's just that at this moment I can't see myself in that kind of situation...I'm way too selfish...I like taking life as it comes and I find thrill in not knowing where to go...haha...is there something wrong with me???

I met an interesting british guy on the internet...haha...nothing serious...just having fun (good fun...don't worry)