pity party

I know I'm not supposed to do this but I've been snooping around some of my sister's friends' blogs and I realized how pathetic I am when it comes to writing. They talk about all their brilliant ideas and insightful observations of things...using all these big and intelligent words...and I feel so small and unimportant. I know blogging is not supposed to be competitive...people don't write on their diaries just so they can compare themselves with other diarists and prove who's the better writer but I don't know...reading the blogs of these intelligent people make me wanna stop writing:( Oh here I go again...having a pity party...would anybody wanna join??? haha!