drama

Am feeling BLAH T.T I've been feeling this way for the past two weeks. I mentioned in my previous entry that I survived a really horrible week last week but I haven't been able to recover from its BLAHness. This isn't good.

I hate it when I'm feeling this way...I'm not usually this dramatic...I'm actually a fun person but I guess the thing with happy people is that once they become sad they get REALLY sad T.T

I pray for something good to happen. I feel terrible about whining...it makes me feel like I'm so ungrateful...but I really need something good to happen to me T.T

I have been reading this book that one of my bestfriends sent me...it's entitled "Falling in Love with Jesus." It's a very beautiful book...it has been a long time since I last read a book that I didn't wanna put down. I think this book is slowly helping me work things out with myself. I know I'm gonna get better soon...I know God is working on me. For now...bear with this drama queen.