all grown up

i hate acting like a grown up...hehe! these past few days i've been tensed thinking about my work...this isn't like me at all...me thinking about work...what has happened to me??? one of our new teachers started today and i was sooooooo nervous for her...it's stupid i know...but i feel that her performance as a teacher would reflect my competence as a team manager...does it make sense??? she started a bit shaky but i guess in towards the end she felt more comfortable conducting her classes...yey for me!!! (ha! I'm soooo egocentric...hehe!)

watched american idol a while ago and all the male performers were sooooooo good! and i don't know if y'all noticed...they're all good lookin (except for Scott who may not be good looking but is an excellent singer)

i feel so pathetic...i can't believe im still holding on to something that may never really come to be...i need a life...i need a man...i need a life with a man!!! HEHEHE!