listening to myself

Can't believe the weekend is about to end again:( I'm gonna have to face another week at work...BLAHHHHH!!!! Last week I mentioned I'm loving my job...well I'm really enjoying my job but I still enjoy sleeping and loafing more...hehe! Good thing pay day's coming soon...at least I got something to look forward to this week.


The weather today was incredibly baaaaaad....man it was sooooooo hot all day!!! Looks like summer has come and it's staying for quite some time:( I want to go to the beach!!!


I was feeling a bit reflective a while ago. I was going through some of my verses...I was able to put music to one of my old poems...it sounded quite good...hehe! At present I have 4 finished songs (finished: lyrics with music and all) I'm planning on writing more.


A while ago I watched the video of our vday concert. Once again I felt terrible listening to myself sing. Since I was a kid the people around me have always told me that I have a great voice but each time I listen to myself I think otherwise. I have this weird tremolo to my voice...it's really weird...I don't like how it sounds. I'm starting to worry that I may be like some of those people on American Idol auditions who come to the auditions believing they sound good when in fact they sound horrible...to think I've been singing in church for the past 21 years...haha!!!