american idol

It's Thursday...tomorrow is Friday....hurrrrah!!!!

Saw American Idol finale this morning...I was quite disappointed 'cause I was cheering forBo...but it's ok 'cause Carrie is also a really great singer. I love her for singing my favorite song "Broken Road" although....everyone who saw our concert last Feb. (all 200 of em) should always remember that I sang it first...haha...well it's not like I wrote the song but I sang it first...haha...I remember everyone asking me where the heck I got that song 'cause of all the songs performed during the concert that song was unknown to all...hehe...well now you have to thank me for singing it to you first...haha! One of my kids from church told me that my version was better than Carrie's...haha...no...I didn't bribe him to say that...he really thought my version was better(believe me...kapal...haha!). Bo was soooooooooooooo cool! I can't wait to hear him come up with his own songs...I know even if he didn't get the title of American Idol, I have a good feeling that he'll make it big 'cause his voice is awesome and he's really HOT.

Once again I am tortured by this feeling of wanting to be a singer...haha! I don't know...can I consider myself a singer if I lead the singing in church??? haha! It's not that I don't like singing in church...I actually LOVE IT...I feel so free whenever I'm singing in church it's like I lose all my cares and just drown myself in God's glory. I don't dream of becoming a big rock star...I know I always say that that's what I want to be...but what I really want to do is to make music for God. Been working on some songs but I'm still too embarassed to share them to other people (i'm not just a closet poet...im a closet songwriter...hehe!) I wish one of these days I'd gather enough courage to come out and just sing them...hehe...one day....someday (extro with nostalgic background music...hehe!)