BORED and EMO

It's not good being idle...I know I always complain about work but not doing anything actually makes me go craaaaaaaazzzy!!! I'm bored to death right now and I'm tired of staring at my pc monitor surfing aimlessly(I'm typing without looking right now...haha!). Everyone here at work have been going crazy over this web site where you watch all these funny and stupid videos...I tried watching them but I grew tired of it quickly...I went through my list of friends in friendster and I've been snooping into their present lives and as expected I'm once again feeling a bit depressed about my not so exciting life...haha! Still have 20 mins left 'til my next class...I'M SOOOOOOO BORED!!!

As I've mentioned, I spent my time wisely, looking for old friends at friendster...hehe...and I came across some of my college friends. I felt kinda bad...they were all saying kind and not so kind words about each other on their testis and none of them has even written me a testi:( Was I that insignificant to my so-called "friends?" I think what I've been afraid of for a long time is now coming true...I'm finally seeing the results of my not being a good friend:( I think this'll be the fulfillment of what I've always believed I'd end up as...ALONE and MISERABLE:( *emo mode*