Korean love story...the continuation

I've officially gone nuts. I feel so silly...I'm like a giggly, pa"cute" high schooler who has a crush on one of those t.v hearthrobs from "That's Entertainment" hahaha!!! I'm so ashamed of myself!!! In my previous entry I mentioned that I have this huge crush on one of those Koreanovela actors and guess what...he's here...well not in the office...but here in the Philippines...hahaha! He arrived this morning and I've been swooning eversince I saw the video clip of his arrival at NAIA on www.inq7.net. My colleagues here at work think I'm acting really weird...haha...my boss even gave me the link to his official website (www.leedonggun.istar.co.kr) and told me that she thinks I will be going to Korea someday...haha!

I hate it when I get crushes like this. I'm 26 years old and I'm having this fantasies about a koreanovela actor...these acts are for teenagers....I'm sooooooooo pathetic...haha! I badly need to get a life. I was talking with our secretary a while ago and I was telling her about my fear of never finding love (drama no?)...I think I am not capable of having a normal kind of romantic relationship...haha...I easily get hooked on the "IMPOSSIBLES"...I usually end up wanting what I can't have...grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!! I want to have normal love story (well actually I just want a love story...any love story...hahah!)...I want to meet someone who likes me the way I like him...if possible I want him to like me more than I like him:( Is this too much to ask??? I'm sorry for sounding desperate...I know God has a plan for me but I'm having one of those days...pardon me for whining...'guess I just have to keep on waiting...