im a loser baby...so why don't you kill me?

Been listening to "with or without you" over and over again...trying to console myself and make me forget about my broken heart...buhuhuhuhu!!! I WON'T BE SEEING U2 LIVE IN CONCERT IN MADISON SQUARE GARDEN ON THE 8TH OF OCTOBER!!!! Times like this makes you wonder...is life fair??? I'm sorry but I have to admit I'm a very sore loser...WHY NOT MEEEEEEEE??? I know it's silly there are more important things in life than seeing U2 live in concert...I can't think of any at the moment but I'm sure there are...haha!!! It's just crazy how some people can be so lucky to get such opportunities like this (and how unlucky for some not to...buhuhuhuhu!) Why is it that all the cool bands and singers are all on the other side of the world???

My sister has seen Sting...and for sure it's because she moved to the other side of the world...that wouldn't have been possible if she were on my side of the world...GRRRRRRRR!!! Does it mean I have to go to the other side of the world to fulfill all my silly dreams of watching concerts, plays and other luxuries that only the people on the other side of the world can enjoy???

Pardon me for sounding bitter...and sounding ungrateful...I have to be happy with what I have and trust that God has more wonderful things in store for me...who knows...maybe one day I'll be singing with U2...haha...yeah right!!!