Sad Song

Don't think that I just had my heart broken because of the somewhat depressing entry that I had the other day and this song that I'm about to post. I was buying dinner last night and I heard this song over the radio. It's not that this song had any special meaning to me...it just reminded me of college...hehe. This song is really sad T.T


The Day You Went Away (Wendy Matthews)
Hey, does it ever make you wonder
what's on my mind?
Hey, I was only ever running back to your side
I never cried, I just watched my life go by
It's just a pack of lies,'cause you're leaving me behind

Why, after this long is there nothing
I'll keep, oh, I can shoutyou'll pretend you're falling asleep
I live a lie, yeah, believing that you're mineI
t's just a waste of time'cause you're leaving me behind

[Chorus]Hey, there's not a cloud in the sky
It's as blue as your goodbyeand I thought that it would rain
on a day like today
Hey, there's not a cloud in sight
it's as blue as your blue goodbye
and I thought that it would rain
the day you went away

Hey, does it ever make you wonder what's on my mind
Ooh yeah, I was only ever running back to your side
[Chorus]Hey, there's not a cloud in the sky
it's as blue as your goodbye
and I thought that it would rain
on a day like today
Hey, there's not a cloud in sight
it's as blue as your blue goodbye
and I thought that it would rain
the day you went away

He's on the buses, and the aeroplanes
with some groceries and a sleeping bag

warning: may make you gag

It's been a long while since I last wrote an entry in here...I've been a bad blogger...been spending most of my time in my other "blogs" hehe! I got hooked on the different features that they have...but eventually grew tired of them...they've just become too complicated, I realized that I miss blogging the old fashioned way which is blogging with just WORDS. Words is what made blogging really fascinating in the first place. You get to know all about these different kinds of people by just reading their words and what they've got to say.

Anyway...what's new with my life??? well I was supposed to fly to the US next month but it wouldn't push through 'cause we couldn't get the right papers I needed to fly to the US and work there...so we decided to postpone my trip for next school year. Although I won't be flying to the US I'll still be flying soon...I will be flying to Malaysia for a mission trip...finally!!! I'm pretty sure this would push through 'cause we've already got the tickets ^^ I actually have no idea what we'll be doing there...all I know is that it's a mission exposure...I'm excited and worried at the same time but I'm more excited *^^*

I can't believe that August is over...it's the beginning of the "BER" months....YAY!!! The air would be a little bit more chilly and the streets would be a lot brighter...my favorite time of the year is coming soon...hehe...and I'm still single T.T haha! It's funny...last week I spoke with a number of people who are pushing me to start looking for somebody to marry...they say it like it's the easiest thing to do in the world...haha! Right now I'm really not looking forward to getting married...I'm gonna have to do with finding prospects...which I think is the most difficult part since I really don't get much chance to meet people. I tried chatting the other day...I met an interesting guy which I think is a big thing since it's not easy to find people you can really TALK to in chat rooms nowadays...he seemed interested in getting to know me...we had a really cool conversation he talked about his pet cat and his nephews(he even shared some of their photos with me)...I talked about my love for dogs and my adorable nephews...we decided to talk again the following day...the first time we spoke he asked for my photo...i told him I don't share my photo with people i just met, the following day he asked for it again...i decided that it'll be easier if i show him how i look to spare myself from further pain in the future for being ditched for being not pretty enough...so i showed him my photo...he was polite...he told me I was "cute"...I don't know what that means...what does "cute" mean? Does it mean that I look like a puppy that he would want to take home and play with...or does it mean that I look like a little girl in pig tails...or maybe it just means I'm not pretty enough...I'm just cute. A cute face doesn't launch a thousand ships...cute is good when you're 5 or 6...it isn't right if you're 27...haha!

I feel so pathetic for even worrying about this...heck I feel pathetic talking about trying to meet guys in chat rooms*sighs* I bet the people I know who'll get to read this will feel really sorry for me and think that I've gone crazy for writing about it...well I haven't gone crazy...I think...hehe...I'm just lonely I guess.

NOTE: Don't tell me I didn't warn you...