drama

Am feeling BLAH T.T I've been feeling this way for the past two weeks. I mentioned in my previous entry that I survived a really horrible week last week but I haven't been able to recover from its BLAHness. This isn't good.

I hate it when I'm feeling this way...I'm not usually this dramatic...I'm actually a fun person but I guess the thing with happy people is that once they become sad they get REALLY sad T.T

I pray for something good to happen. I feel terrible about whining...it makes me feel like I'm so ungrateful...but I really need something good to happen to me T.T

I have been reading this book that one of my bestfriends sent me...it's entitled "Falling in Love with Jesus." It's a very beautiful book...it has been a long time since I last read a book that I didn't wanna put down. I think this book is slowly helping me work things out with myself. I know I'm gonna get better soon...I know God is working on me. For now...bear with this drama queen.

i love you sabado

I didn't think I would survive this past week. Things at work were crazy...my bosses weren't very happy with the PM teachers' performance...I had to negotiate for my new contract...I had to deal with other people's personal problems (mainly because they greatly affect their performance at work)...wahhhhhhhhhhhhh...it's tough being a grown up!!! I really thank God for carrying me through this week...I almost broke down...but I'm blessed to have a God who's strong.

We just got back from Batangas. It has been quite some time since we last went on a trip to Taal with the whole gang (my mom, dad, ate, leeron, zeth, kuya gee, ate jo, brian and erika) so it was so much fun despite the unbelievable HEAT. We visited Lulay (my grand aunt). It was good to know that she's doing well. She actually looks healthier and stronger when she's in Taal than when she's in Manila. Anyway...it was a long trip with so many food stops...hehe...well this is how all road trips must be right??? hehe!

This past week I realized how blessed I am to have a boring, complication free life...hehe! Thank you Lord *^.^*

Happy Easter

It's been quite some time since I last wrote an entry in here. There's a lot of things going on but I just couldn't get the time and energy to write about them. There are days when I would start typing down something but at the last moment...erase everything. I've been feeling a bit BLAH! I'm not sure if it's the summer heat that's bringing on this BLAHness or just the "drama-queen" within me...hehe!

Had a fun Easter Sunday. Went to church real early for our sunrise worship service...went swimming with my kids from church...had some bonding time with them...it was a bit tiring trying to keep up with their energy level...but I had fun. Seeing them continues to make me feel really old. A couple of them will be graduating from college next month...I think three will be going to college next year *sighs* They're all growing up real fast *sighs again*

Is it true that a sigh subtracts 7 seconds from your life? hehe!

There's a lot of things going through my mind...I'm dying to write about some of them but I'm afraid I'm gonna sound really silly making a big deal out of them...some stories are too old to still write about...wouldn't wanna sound like a broken record in here.