Monday Again

Another Monday, another week*sighs* fortunately this Monday is extra special ‘cause it’s payday so I really don’t hate this day as much as I would normally do. I’m extremely pleased with my pay…I’m so pleased I wanna go dancing on the street…hehe! I’m loving the incentives that the company is now giving us…sounds like I’m singing an entirely different tune…could it be that I’m slowly slipping under my bosses’ spell???

My heart is bleeding…I want to watch Jars of Clay’s concert on Wednesday…but this darn job won’t permit me. Why did they have to schedule their concert on a Wednesday??? Concerts are supposed to be on Saturdays or Sundays…why Wednesday??? Good thing their 11th Hour concert was shown last night at MYX since that was the closest I could get to watching them play.

I’m feeling a bit sleepy. I think I too full...I treated myself to a good dinner…I enjoyed it so much now I’m feeling sleepy…hehe!

spongebob rocks!

I should be sleeping by now but I can't:( my sleeping habit is getting worse...should find a normal job with normal working hours.

I saw Spongebob the Movie this afternoon with my sis and her kids. The movie was soooo crazy...i know thinking about how ridiculous the movie was you would probably call us crazy for paying 200 bucks to watch its premier but it was actually worth it...lol! My nephews enjoyed the movie...can't believe they were able to sit through the entire movie.

I badly need a haircut...I think it's been six months since I last had a haircut...no wonder I now look like a mermaid or a diwata with my long wavy hair...haha! I like having this hairstyle 'cause it makes me feel so feminine (goddess like...haha!) but I don't think I would like it anymore when summer comes 'cause it'll be so freakin hot.

think i'll go to bed now...ciao!

all grown up

i hate acting like a grown up...hehe! these past few days i've been tensed thinking about my work...this isn't like me at all...me thinking about work...what has happened to me??? one of our new teachers started today and i was sooooooo nervous for her...it's stupid i know...but i feel that her performance as a teacher would reflect my competence as a team manager...does it make sense??? she started a bit shaky but i guess in towards the end she felt more comfortable conducting her classes...yey for me!!! (ha! I'm soooo egocentric...hehe!)

watched american idol a while ago and all the male performers were sooooooo good! and i don't know if y'all noticed...they're all good lookin (except for Scott who may not be good looking but is an excellent singer)

i feel so pathetic...i can't believe im still holding on to something that may never really come to be...i need a life...i need a man...i need a life with a man!!! HEHEHE!

American Dream

THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY!!!! I know this expressions is overly used but I don't care...I really praise God for Fridays...hehe! This week has been quite interesting...I celebrated my non-valentine's day at work...hehe...had my first week as a Team Manager which was kinda cool 'cause it's just weird how people at work are treating me differently...I'm kinda confused actually...should I start acting like a respectable grown up??? THAT'S TOO HARD!!! hehe! Anyway I'm just in awe as to how God is moving in my work right now...I know there's a reason as to why God placed me in this position...and I can't wait for Him to reveal His plans for me.

I saw American Idol a while ago and once again I have this strong desire to become the next American Idol...hehe! I'm so excited to see what'll happen to the competition. The contestants this year are all interesting...unlike last year when everybody's pretty sure that it'll be Fantasia all the way. I've got everything planned now to fulfill my American Idol dream...I'm gonna marry an American and fly to America and audition for the show...so any Americans out there who are willing to make my dream come true??? (JOKING!!)I WANT TO BE AN AMERICAN IDOL!!!!

after vday

I survived Valentine's day!!! haha! Well it actually wasn't that bad. I just realized that working late actually is very good for valentine Scrooges like me...hehe...I was so busy working that didn't have time to beat myself up for not having a boyfriend...hehe...when I got home from work all I really wanted to do was just go to bed. I would have to admit that when I got home there was this ittie bittie thread of hope holding on to the possibility of seeing a bouquet of beautiful red roses on my bed from this certain "special" person...but I guess I really should give it up...pathetic huh? hehe!

I started with my work as a team manager yesterday...things went quite well:) I'm still not sure as to what my responsibilities really are but I think this is gonna be fun...hehe! Today they gave me a cake in celebration of my promotion...it was actually sweet...I felt so special...hehe...they should've given it to me yesterday instead of today...hehe...it would have been a perfect valentine gift for me...hehe!

love me, that's all I ask of you

I'm officially feeling the V-day Blues...hehe! Saw "A Very Long Engagement" last night and "The Phantom of the Opera" this evening and I would have to admit that once again I am reminded of the pathetic state of my "love life" or should I say..."love-less life." It's good we're having a concert on Sunday...at least I can vent out all my frustration and sentiments through the songs that i'll be singing...hehe:)

Well...I'm really not that hopeless and desperate...I'm just being sarcastic...hehe...I actually don't mind not having a boyfriend right now...just thinking about having one already makes me go crazy...how crazy could I get once I finally get one? I know God has a reason for not (YET) leading me to the "ONE." Last week during our Youth Night the speaker spoke about God being a jealous God and her message made me realize something...if I have a boyfriend now, I may not be able to do the things that I have been doing in church for God...I'd probably be giving more time to that other person and not find the need of being with God...scary thought huh? What if this is really the reason why God isn't giving me the "ONE"...could he be jealous...I sure hope his jealousy won't last forever...hehe! I know for a fact that I'm not yet ready for love and I know that God is preparing me for that time. For now I'm gonna have to be content with finding pleasure in the idea of falling in love...but I hope and pray that it won't take that long 'til I'm ready for it 'cause I sure don't wanna be and old, wrinkly bride...hehehe!

Musical Tag

Musical Tag...
I've been tagged by Vee
Random 10
1. Sometimes You Can't Make it On Your Own: U2
2. Almost Here: Delta Goodrem and Brian Mcfadden
3. Dare You to Move: Switchfoot
4. Cannonball: Damien Rice
5. All Because of You: U2
6. Hari ng Sablay: Sugarfree
7. Me: Paula Cole
8. Broken Road: Melodie Crittendon
9. My Immortal:Evanescence
10. Dadalhin: Regine Velasquez

1. What is the total amount of music files on your computer?
I've lost count more than a hundred siguro...I didn't download all of them...I ripped some of them...hehe...not for pirating purposes...hehe (defensive!)

2. The last CD you bought is:Eraserheads : Night of the Champions ('cause we were going to use some songs for our valentine concert...defensive!...hehe!)

3. What is the last song you listened to before this message:
I'm Lost Without You: Jaci Velasquez version(originally sung by Delta Goodrem)

4. Write down five songs you listen to a lot or mean a lot to you:
* My Immortal
* Dare You to Move
* Sometimes You Can't Make it on Your Own
* Cannonball
* Almost Here
5. Who are you gonna pass this stick to? [3 persons and why]
Jona: 'cause she loves music and she needs something to do that would get her mind of studying...hehe!
Sharyl: 'cause she loves music sooooo much and I know she'll enjoy this
Brian: 'cause he loves music soooo much too and he dreams of becoming a rock star someday...hehe (so like his favorite cousin)

Before Going to Work

Another day*sighs* as usual i don't feel like going to work (old story!) but I'm happy it's Wednesday...in three days I'll be having my GRAND VACATION! YIPEEE!!! We'll be on a holiday next week 'cause the Koreans will be celebrating lunar new year...YIPEEEE!!!!!!!!
What to do, what to do??? I want to go to the beach...but I don't think that would be possible...I probably would just end up loafing at home...stuck in front of the T.V....watching anything...hehe...which is ok 'cause that actually is my idea of a perfect life...haha!

I watched "Before Sunrise" last night. It was a lovely movie. Ethan Hawke looked really cute and Julie Delpy looked really beautiful...she looked like a angel with her long blonde hair. As expected it made me feel bad about not having a boyfriend...hehe...but in a way it also made me feel hopeful that someday I'd meet a person who would be hypnotized by my wit and charm (even if I don't look like Julie Delpy...hehe) as I would be by his (wit and charm)...he'd make me ditch my mrt ride home (which i never take...hehe) so that we can walk around manila at night (which is probably not a good idea...hehe!) and go to cloud nine in Antipolo to wait for the sun to rise...hahaha! Pardon me for sounding really silly...hehe...well I don't know...perhaps what I'm trying to say is that the movie made me feel really good about life...it made me realize how important the little moments we spend with the people around us are. I especially liked what Celine said in the movie about sensing God's presence in our daily encounters with the people around us and how real magic exists each time we try to understand how other people feel...well she said it better than I did...hehe...BLAH...I'm starting to sound really cheesy...haha better stop this!